Wait im gonna live across the street from the movie theater I can go see bad modern movies whenever I wantttt I wish the theater that does classic films was in bratt but whatever maybe I’ll start making the trek up to bf more often except it is unfortunately the same day as band practice…..
My right leg is really a lot weaker than my left and it still hurts all the time what am I doing dude hopefully this mri shows there’s something wrong lol
Realized I was a couple hours late taking my lexapro after having a shaking crying meltdown after ************ and being like damn I need to get off this shit bc I actually feel things without it lol. But I’m also now sitting in the car trying to convince myself it’s safe to drink a protein shake in a parking lot lol. Really not sure what the call is here
My life is so fucking stupid that I’m literally nostalgic for spring 2022 sitting in my dorm working on my quilt listening to Townes all the time. Even though I was violently miserable the entire time but damn life was kinda nice just driving around the northeast drinking a lot of whiskey fuckin my bf and sewing lol
Did anyone else see the guy with the beautiful hair in the stands at the Mets Phillies game….
My boss just very gently called out my two awful coworkers in the group chat for not ever showing up #myimpact I love that I can show up late and nobody gives a fuck because when I’m there I am faster and more reliable than everyone else lol
It’s incredibly white western privileged of me to say but damn is it crazy to have your life completely ruined and changed by historical events that you have absolutely no control over. Like my life is just a microcosm of what’s going on in the world. Incredibly infuriating and makes me a lil suicidal but also kind of freeing bc I know it’s not my fault lol
It’s so stupidly textbook like let everyone get disabled by a weird novel disease that you ignore and then everyone starts losing their minds and turning to sketchy sources to find help and u get a delightful descent into fascism. Like I’m woo woo but to a point lol I’m out here getting fake magnet therapy because I’m so stupidly desperate to feel better and nobody gives a fuck and nothing is working and I lost my sweetheart because of it. And I can’t even run away and be crazy about it because I’m too sick in the stupid head lol.
“I’m convinced that if the world survives these dangerous times it will be tens of millions of small things that do it. Keep on!”
So basically my entire life and everyone I love was ruined and upended by Covid and long covid. Like for real I am 99% sure that’s why Elias lost it so bad and why I couldnt deal with him even before I got sick. And now realizing that both my parents have pretty significant long covid symptoms too like my dad is having these like brown out low blood pressure things constantly lately and it’s probably long covid. Cool cool so everyone I care about and me have all been disabled by a politicized disease that we all got deep into the pandemic when our immune systems were weakened by masking for longer than we should have and strains were super strong because nobody gave a fuck and didn’t mask even though that should have eradicated it. And the government is falling apart and nobody is researching or treating this shit yet so I’m just gonna be like This for the foreseeable future. Thanks cool love it
